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[Dec. 1st, 2003|12:20 am]
Nchanter
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i just looked at my computer clock. i'm 21. that was NOT why i opened up this window. well, a little bit. first, the bitchy ranting.

JS just IM-ed me. i told him to fuck off. he didn't get why i was so mad. he had IM-ed me with some BS chain letter BS. "if you don't send this to 5 people in the next 5 minutes..." for those of you who have no idea who JS is, he's on my list of assholes. the one that contains the guy who tried to rape me. yea, that list. he also happens to be a character in katie's comic books. he's a strange kid with a major drug and alcohol problem. amongst other things. but it put me in a spoiled mood. *growls* after telling him to fuck off a few times i just ignored him. closed the window. 5 minutes after this is posted i'll be over it

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ok. so apparently one sheds themselves every 7 years. this is a major belief in some forms of mysticism and it's one i think is true of me. and the past few days i've been noticing changes. changes i like. they are still happening. but i stopped and looked around and despite the sucky things going on right now (lack of job, lack of roomie, lack of control over anything in my life) i decided that i LIKED being me, and that i had nothing to bitch about. i mean, there are still things to bitch about, and y'all know i will. but.... :-) my birthday party went well (i'm sorry to those of you who i didn't invite, but i wanted it to be a small affair, esp with certain landlords that happen to be mine) my love life seems to be mostly in order and going quite well, i feel good about myself, i feel good about those people i consider real friends.... yea.... i'm happy. that rocks. and like, actually happy. not this soureing high above the clouds stuff, i'm not BLISSFUL, well, not ALL the time, but i'm like, content. my brain has seemed to slow and calm down in the past week, and i hope it stays this way.

and i think i'm overcoming my fear of girls/women. i'm not saying they are all gone, but i think i'm becoming better about them. only time will tell. and it still won't get me mink, so what's the point? (that was a joke)

ok, i'm getting too hyper.


there was more i wanted to say, lots more. it's failing.

i love my life. and for the first time probably ever, i'm saying that while i know what i'm doing. go me. i'm an adult. scary.

night kids. don't do anything i wouldn't do.

--kris
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[User Picture]From: moxie77
2003-11-30 09:30 pm (UTC)
happpppppppy biiiiiiiiirthday!!! i love you!
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[User Picture]From: minkrose
2003-11-30 10:35 pm (UTC)
::hugs:: i love you, babe.

i wish i weren't so crazy and you could (or chould have had) have me. i think we'd probably do each other some good. but if nothing else, at least we've still got a kickass friendship and that still does me good. ::sighs:: i think there's just been too much pain. Jil, and then all those women friends... rachel, jil again, laurie, missD, and so on... even so far back as to people like Annie and Cassie, and you dont even hear me talk about them. I'm not sure therapy could even fix this. i may just have grown out of being wired for girls, who knows.

i'm gonna go try to get ftp to work... look for potential pics later.
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[User Picture]From: darxus
2003-11-30 11:07 pm (UTC)
Shesh, what are you still doing with protocols that transmit passwords in plaintext ? You should be using scp (or pscp if you have to use windows</a>), or rsync (over ssh).
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[User Picture]From: minkrose
2003-12-01 12:33 am (UTC)
... what're YOU doing commenting me over here and not in my own lj?

and i'm not that worried about my passwords but *shrugs* i'd use something else if i must... though it turns out that the problem is not my computer or even the network but my particular connection. i call and bitch tomorrow. then maybe i'll figure out what in hell you are talking about.

mink is still a win2k user but hates XP with a passion. if i were more clever (or lived with ari) i would be using linux. i am not. i am lazy.
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[User Picture]From: mailbitch
2003-12-01 12:35 am (UTC)
HAPPY DECEMBER!
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[User Picture]From: minkrose
2003-12-01 12:39 am (UTC)
is this why you're IMing me and asking me if you've got a screw loose that you need to fix?


... yeah, i retract that, i think you DO.... ::kisses::
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[User Picture]From: mailbitch
2003-12-01 12:41 am (UTC)
what ever would have made you think that?!
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[User Picture]From: darxus
2003-12-01 06:55 am (UTC)
Why would I reply to a comment here anywhere but here ?

Oh, try enabling or disabling passive / PASV mode on your ftp client, I can never keep them straight, but one is more lightly to work with a NATting firewall (and if that's your problem, scp would also work).
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[User Picture]From: nchanter
2003-12-01 11:14 am (UTC)
because she's confused dear. she might not know that an FTP transmits plaintext passwords.
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[User Picture]From: darxus
2003-11-30 11:07 pm (UTC)
Happy birthday.
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From: nazier
2003-12-01 03:44 am (UTC)
Happy Birthday Love
That was a wonderful party, and you looked Fabooo!
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[User Picture]From: rekling
2003-12-01 04:37 am (UTC)
happy birthday dear

-rek
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From: butterfly_smile
2003-12-01 05:47 am (UTC)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!!!!
{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{{hugs & cuddles}}}}}}}}}}}}}}}
I hope you have an amazing birthday.....
You are the best...
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From: flea_ri
2003-12-01 06:42 am (UTC)
Happy Birthday Kris!!!!!!!!!
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[User Picture]From: rishikanta
2003-12-01 06:58 am (UTC)
Happy birthday, Kris!
I hope it is filled with many wonderfull things.

I love birthdays!
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[User Picture]From: sugary828
2003-12-01 06:16 pm (UTC)
Happy Birthday!
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