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[Feb. 13th, 2002|02:31 am]
[emotional state |crushedcrushed]

i am going to fuckin' blare this. i am pissed. i am so so so pissed off. i let a fuckin' boy fuckin' get inside of me. of me and he tore me to shreds. without even trying. and he knew how to prevent it. and it's really not her fault. i don't blame her. i blame myself. i really do. for letting someone in. this is why i don't.

pain pain go away....

From: lalena
2002-02-13 06:08 am (UTC)
*hugs* I'm sorry...
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[User Picture]From: skryptic
2002-02-13 12:54 pm (UTC)
I blame you all... :-) just for the record.

I blame Laura for putting her hooks so deep into James and then fucking with his head and putting him into a weird situation involving Brian. I Blame James for allowing himself to be retarded and put you into the same position. I blame you for not seeing the canger level here and allowing yourself to be destryoed by this. I've been fucked over pretty bad a few times... but neither time did I think that I was so incapable of living without the person that I stayed by their side. You lived fine without him before.
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