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[May. 16th, 2002|03:53 am]
Nchanter
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i'm at dan aka kaos's. i don't know why i am awake. i will kick myself in the morning. aj thinks i should call in dead. i'm inclined to agree with him. i'm bad at this responsibility thing if i'm not enjoying myself. i'm not enjoying myself, and i don't think i can handle the hours right now. i don't know what to do.

i don't know why i like it over here. maybe 'cause i sit around and do nothing in the company of others. i don't feel pressured to be in cute little black outfits trying desperately to match my male best friend, and failing, and retain every car-talk that is mentioned and know about guns too. though this knowledge has come in useful. there is theatre-ish talk and sitting around smoking and it's all happy. well not happy, but content. yea, i'm content over here. he he. that seems silly. i should REALLY go home and go to bed.

i think aj is right that i should call in dead. fuck.
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[User Picture]From: sugary828
2002-05-16 09:45 am (UTC)
I gave up on remember car talk and gun talk long ago. People are amazed I retain nothing...

But you are right to find someplace comfortable. I can honestly say that there are definate reasons I am staying at Babson for the summer.
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