so someone i'm dateing has never had a blowjob. he kinda wants one... we had a discussion about it. i said... "eh... i dont' think so... not from me... but your allowed to go elsewhere to get one." so i also told fang about this. so when in providence last night it came up, somehow, probably 'cause i started a discussion on masterbation. and statik and dan were egging me on to do it. and last night he asked again. and i don't know... part of me is like "i'm his girlfriend, i should" and part of me is like "ummmm... no....." and it's not like i haven't done it before, i just haven't done it in a while. it's a little bit degrading, not nearly as intimite as sex, and it's not like i ever asked him to eat me out. actually, i usually asked him NOT to. and i don't know. i need to vent, and advice, and whatever thoughts are floating through anyone's head about this. and i hope he doens't get upset that i posted this. but hey, i just needed to get this out, and if he can't deal, well, tough. though i do love him.
oh... and Mage.... 4pm at alan's. yea for central square.
ok.. i'm done now.