i don't rember my dreams anymore, but wednesday night i have a dream that i rember.
i went to bickfords with shawn and james and alan and chris and gwen and statik and dan and dan and siren and a whole bunch of people i'm friends with up here that would NEVER be in the same group togeather. there was like 20 of us. and when we got there it looked like amphora's (diner in fairfax city, virginia) and there were two other groups of people there that i knew. a csw/lexington group, with people like tim and toby and goo and katie and chris wood and jesse and clint and so on and so forth at one table, and again they had like 20 people. the other table of 20 people was of virginia people, brian's group of people like liam and will and breanne and nick L and brian's new girlfriend and alot of namelsess faceless goth-industrail types that i know he is friends with now. and i kept on having to jump back and forth between the three tables. and i was forced to like choose. or i felt like i was. and toby and jessie got up when i came over, and said something evil to me, and then went outside, looked at my freshley wrecked car, came back in to give me shit about it, and then left again. by the time i went back to the table i came in with, they had left. and i finally know what it means. if i keep on dwelling on hte groups of the past, i will get left behind by the one i'm in now. kris, it's finally time to let go.