i'm poly. i'm not trying to make a decision here. or i'm poly right now. i don't know what will happen in a week, 'cause it's a week from now. that's my point, i think. or it was in the one i posted in polyamory. this is me clearing my head, and making sure i'm keeping honest with myself, and everyone else. i'm in love, with two boys right now. one is going away, the other is not. one holds the lifestyle i could settle down with, the other doesn't. not that i'm at that point for another 5 or 10 years. i was just thinking, out loud, in my journal. is that so hard a concept for you all to grasp? that's all i was trying to say.
there i feel