||[Aug. 19th, 2002|08:49 am]
alan left again today. god i hate crying. i hate that i cry when he leaves. but it's good that i do. means i am still alive. i think i'm going to get my new phone with fang today. i'll post the number up when i do get it.
i don't know what else to say. pam constantly reffering to this place as her apartment is really bothering me. i usually just remind her that i pay rent too. her also reminding me that when i do leave i legally have to give them, and not the lanlord, 60 days notice also bothers me. her asking me when i'm going to get us a phone line bothers me. i said i would look into it. i didn't say i would definately agree to get one and i was told they were goign to get one when i moved in, about 6 months ago. they had lived here over 6 months without one before that.
someone please remind me that coming into a living situation that is already established is usually a bad idea. hense, i want to be the one the find the apt and the people next time around. yes i am a control freak. i think when i'm spending money, be it mine or that of my 'rents, i havet the right to be.
so fuckin' bite me.