||[Sep. 15th, 2002|01:50 am]
Just when you thought things were going fine and that you had everything figured out, a curve ball comes your way to make you think otherwise, dear Sagittarius. Be on the lookout for ways in which you can stay on top of the situation so that if indeed you are faced with problems or opposition, you have your arsenal in line and ready to go. The key is to not let your guard down at any time.
i'm not sure if it's for today or yesterday, but it's fitting 'cause i'm not sure if the curve ball came yesterday or today. it came somewhere around midnight. i was fine when i left jacki & dan's pre one o'clock. the cell phoe system wasn't working correctly for a while. when my cell phone has full analouge reception next to logan but no digital, the caller ID doesn't work. when i just made a failed attempt at calling james and then alan, i of course answer it. BIG BIG MISTAKE. about 5 people on my friends list know why, though two were probably too intoxicated when they were told to actually rember. my self esteem ended up being shot by a bunch of fucked up (read drunk and/or on drugs) pee-ons from LEXINGTON, land of all evils (katie, this is vic related, though i know chris wood was there.... nevermind, ask me individuamaly)
i'm crying. james is at rocky with john L. i want my james. hanri did NOT suffice, and i talked to alan again tonight, but he was getting ready to go out, at 1:30, so i told him to go have fun.
i came home 'cause i was tired. and now i can't sleep.
fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.