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[Sep. 15th, 2002|01:50 am]
Nchanter
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Horoscope
Just when you thought things were going fine and that you had everything figured out, a curve ball comes your way to make you think otherwise, dear Sagittarius. Be on the lookout for ways in which you can stay on top of the situation so that if indeed you are faced with problems or opposition, you have your arsenal in line and ready to go. The key is to not let your guard down at any time.

i'm not sure if it's for today or yesterday, but it's fitting 'cause i'm not sure if the curve ball came yesterday or today. it came somewhere around midnight. i was fine when i left jacki & dan's pre one o'clock. the cell phoe system wasn't working correctly for a while. when my cell phone has full analouge reception next to logan but no digital, the caller ID doesn't work. when i just made a failed attempt at calling james and then alan, i of course answer it. BIG BIG MISTAKE. about 5 people on my friends list know why, though two were probably too intoxicated when they were told to actually rember. my self esteem ended up being shot by a bunch of fucked up (read drunk and/or on drugs) pee-ons from LEXINGTON, land of all evils (katie, this is vic related, though i know chris wood was there.... nevermind, ask me individuamaly)

i'm crying. james is at rocky with john L. i want my james. hanri did NOT suffice, and i talked to alan again tonight, but he was getting ready to go out, at 1:30, so i told him to go have fun.

i came home 'cause i was tired. and now i can't sleep.

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck.
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[User Picture]From: sugary828
2002-09-15 12:51 pm (UTC)
poor Kris, those guys all suck trust me. I actually ended up getting stuck there last night with Vic and all the those ppl. I couldn't get to the phone when I heard you were on it and mine wasn't working. It was over all a pretty awful night in general. I ended up spending the first half of last night sitting in a car in Lowell crying b/c Clint was being a jackass and no one would take me home and I didn't want to be at that party. I had called Tim and Chris to hang out, I didn't realize that meant getting stranded in Lowell with Vic and all those ppl. Those guys are all jackass's I don't know what the hell their problem is. You're right when you say most of them won't remember it they were all drunk off their asses and frankly i hope i never see any of them again. No one would tell me what was going on with you and in fact Vic said for awhile it wasn't you on the phone at all but that he was talking to some other person that he knew through you. I don't know, I was throughly confused. And yes, I agree Lexington is that land of all evils.

DEFINATELY DO NOT LET THESE GUYS LOWER YOUR SELF ESTEEM!!!!!!! DO YOU HEAR ME!?!?! DO NOT LET THAT HAPPEN!!!!! Kris, you are far better than all of them. They are all high school drop-outs almost all of whom aren't going to college and are going to spend the rest of their live's sitting in the crumby appartment in Lowell being drunk and high. You've got a NICE appartment, you've got GREAT friends, and you go to fuckin EMERSON. That school's tough to get into babe!!!!! Plus you actually have personality which is more than I can say for any of those ppl. They shouldn't be able to hurt your self esteme, just look at them. They have nothing and are going nowhere and most of them don't even realize that there's anything better to try for.

I would have called you last night but at that point I was trying very hard to keep myself from crying b/c of everything going on with Clint so I wouldn't have been much help. We definately need to hang out sometime babe. I hope you feel better and I'm really sorry I couldn't help you last night... :-(
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[User Picture]From: nchanter
2002-09-15 06:02 pm (UTC)

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i would have come and got you if you had wanted, for future referance. i try to be there in case of emergency for my friends. we DO need to hang out! how about next weekend? give me a call, 617-780-9212, my new cell number.

--kris
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From: chaoticdeep
2002-09-16 06:00 am (UTC)
He did call again? damn that boy is stupid. Oh well, he was warned. *cracks knuckles* (Damn, I've been around Dan WAAAAAY too much)

In eithercase, don't worry about the opinion of a nutbag stalker like that. His opinion is less than nothing. These guys are nothing but losers who are just pissed at you because you were able to rise above the idiocy that they think is their "cool" existance. The fact that you got out of all that and have a better life for it, makes them question their own lives and they're too scared to move past it. You are so far above all them and so much better than them that they don't deserve to even have your anger and hate. I'd say give them your pity, but it's sounding like even THAT would be too good for them.

*hugs*
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