my day has been up and down. i woke up this morning, crying. i don't know why. i do know why, it's just silly. silly krissy being emotional. school was good. tried to stop by shawn's work, was told he's going to be out from work for a while, then tried to stop by his house, he wasn't home. called dan, shawn was on his way over there. told him to have shawn call me. 8 hours later when feeling all depressed and unloved and when thinking that my friends could go to hell i get a call from shawn. i felt better. i checked livejournal, my heart sank. i think i'm going to go throw up now, excuse me while i die.
***update*** talked with the boy. feel much better now.