||[Oct. 9th, 2002|10:09 am]
i'm not quite sure why, but i woke up this morning, and called my mother and told her i would go on the cruise. as it is now after 10am, i can't retract that. well i COULD but it would be a big deal and she'd probably force me to pay back my part for being a spoiled little brat, or threaten to withdraw me from emerson or stop paying my rent or something.
i was so still asleep when i said that.
off to the Dr's... maybe SHE will make me feel better....