Nchanter (nchanter) wrote,

i feel empty.

statik and fang have their stuff back.

i feel empty.

though i finally know i can do this on my own. life. i don't have a best friend right now, and i have no idea who it's going to become, and i'm not falling apart.

i feel empty. and alone. and i'll cry for a week 'cause that's who i am and sometimes i like being emotional. i like being a hippie.

i can't take back what i did, so now i'm going to live with it. and hopefully learn and not retreat back to what i was before i started all this. if i revert back and i realize it, i'll probably kill myself.

i won't revert back.

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