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[Oct. 18th, 2002|11:23 am]
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i tried playing nice.

i could have been such a bitch about this.


[User Picture]From: kofun
2002-10-21 09:38 am (UTC)

My god.

It is getting painfully obvious that you just don't get it, at all. I didn't want you to play nice. I wanted you to be a bitch. And do you know why I wanted you to be a bitch? Cause then you would do what I have been trying to get you to do, and that is express yourself. The problem is you never talked to your "friends" about your problems. And now, when you were trying to make amends, and I was a major dick about it, you are still not getting out what you want said. Now, if the only reason for us to talk this out was to give you a clear conscience, then I would understand not being vocal, cause that means you don't care. If you actually wanted to make amends, you would be vocal, cause that would mean you do care. See how that works? Now, I am going for the first one, mainly cause it is the closest I can relate your actions towards. I would know better if you talked to me ones in a while, but you never really tried to. Unless it was the stuff your first string friend didn't want to discuss. I know I was the second string friend. I know you cared more about Shawn than me. I never said anything about it though. The difference between that and what you are doing, is I cared about the friendship. Can you really say the same?
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