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[Oct. 22nd, 2002|01:19 am]
Nchanter
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for all this pain i can still honestly say that i love them, both of them, very much.


how fucked up am i?





oh, and 97.6% of actors need to be shot. and yes, with the remaining 2.4% of actors we could still put on marvoulouse plays, you just need to shoot the RIGHT 97.6%, or rather, the wrong.
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[User Picture]From: knowmebymylaugh
2002-10-22 06:21 am (UTC)
I don't think there's anything weird about the fact that you still love them. It's only been about a week, right? It usually takes a while to get over someone we were once very close to, and I'm glad that you were open enough with them to let yourself get hurt. It sucks, but it's healthy. I think you'll gain a lot from this experience in the long run. As for the short run, you now have fewer assholes in your life ;)
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[User Picture]From: skryptic
2002-10-24 02:05 am (UTC)
Yes fewer assholes. Now she can go back to being weak with all the other weaklings.
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[User Picture]From: knowmebymylaugh
2002-10-24 06:55 am (UTC)
Your response to Tova's comment was VERY strong. You sure showed that weakling.
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[User Picture]From: opeth
2002-10-24 01:26 pm (UTC)
There is such a thing as being strong and secure enough in that strength that one need not constantly manifest that strength by being an asshole and getting into fights. I would wager that I have stared death in the face and proven how tough I am many more times than you, I just don't choose to do it at the expense of others.

A real test of how strong you were would be if you were willing to put aside your petty pride and talk with the girl, even if she didn't necessarily deserve it. Or you could demean her and her friends more to prove how "badass" you can really be.
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From: emperorturill
2002-10-22 08:38 am (UTC)
Are we talking about dedicated actors here, or the casual actors who engage in plays and such productions occasionally? Perhaps a detailed list of names and times of execution?
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[User Picture]From: nchanter
2002-10-22 11:41 am (UTC)

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i'm talking about the type that are in theatre depts in colleges, those that list it as their proffession "oh, i'm just waiting tables between shows" and those that make 1 million dollars an episode, or 20 million a movie. i'm talking about anyone who's gone to a cattle call. and i am definately talking about those who don't do what their SM asks them to do during tech 'cause they are doing stupid breathing excorsizes to "prepair" themselves for a scean that we aren't going to run for another hour and a half, 'cause it's a TECH rehersal, and not a "let's make the actors feel better about themselves rehersal"
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[User Picture]From: destrado
2002-10-24 07:53 pm (UTC)
robots or monkies could do an actor's job. as for being shot, if it was the summer again, i'd say hells no, but considering the cold fingers of winter have recently been on my shoulder, i'd have to go with 'please shoot me now and put me out of my fustration and misery'.

oh yeah... if you ever have a moment or two, i've been going through a lot lately and was wondering if i could talk to you about it. if not i understand, theatre and what not.

see you around probably
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[User Picture]From: nchanter
2002-10-25 12:51 am (UTC)

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call me past 11 and i will see what i can do.
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