June 16th, 2002


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it didn't blow up in my face. i feel so relieved. after deciding that i didn't hate her, and that she didn't hate me, i feel, better. i should really take her aim off my buddy list. she needs to just fade now. i wish her all the well, but it's kristina i want to re-connect with. lala also considers me her first ex-gf. so i'm glad that if she did deny it at one point, she doesn't anymore. in her responce she said she knew i was unhappy there, and i was, and that she's glad i found someplace to be happy. so am i....
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