July 15th, 2002

nchanted

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attended a pagan wedding of two high elves, fell asleep in the forest that night and woke up next to a wood elf, a beautiful one at that. spent the day napping entangled in him. woke up in scottland and watched the tyrant rise to power and then fall. came back to the town of water. mmmm..... sleep
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nchanted

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ever feel like something is falling apart? ever feel like even if you tried, you couldn't stop it? i think that's what's happening here. i'm sorry. i fucked up, and i don't think i can fix it. and yes i'm too scared to try.



for anyone who's been wondering i've been in a wicked quasi anti-social mood lately. i don't know why. so i've been seeing even less people than usual. it's not personal.
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nchanted

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why i surround myself with mellow/logical guys


when i state what is bothering me the re-assure me in a calm manner.
i don't think there is such thing as a mellow/logical girl (ok, there are, and they are very few and far between)
if i didn't i think i would have gone fuckin' nutz years ago from emotional overload.
oh wait, i did.
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