September 11th, 2002

dark

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i spent tonight watching the second season of sex in the city, crying, and writing down thoughts that have been floating through my head about toby for the last two years. yes, i'm a psycho. FUCK YOU.


emotions *click* off

and on another note, if you want me to be emotionally there, emotionally involved, you could do put forth some effort of your own. not on the emotionally level, but on the plans level. on the trying to see me level. you want a relationship? fine. PUT IN SOME EFFORT YOU FUCKING HYPOCRITE
  • Current Mood
    numb numb
sad

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i can't sleep. i want to throw up. i figured out why today is worse than a year ago, today, we knew the pain was coming.


anyone in tune knows what i'm talking about. today will be hard.