my day has been up and down. i woke up this morning, crying. i don't know why. i do know why, it's just silly. silly krissy being emotional. school was good. tried to stop by shawn's work, was told he's going to be out from work for a while, then tried to stop by his house, he wasn't home. called dan, shawn was on his way over there. told him to have shawn call me. 8 hours later when feeling all depressed and unloved and when thinking that my friends could go to hell i get a call from shawn. i felt better. i checked livejournal, my heart sank. i think i'm going to go throw up now, excuse me while i die.
***update*** talked with the boy. feel much better now.
it has been brought to my attention that my livejournal is NOT an accurate representaiton of me. i have read over some entries, and have indeed decided that this is correct. this journal is a representation of "ranting krissy" and i'm not sure how i feel about this. on one hand, written word has always been my medium for rant, i use to print them out and put them on the wall outside my door in the barn, now i have a livejournal, and it's much more eco-friendly. (yes shawn, i'm a hippie)
but i don't like that this is the window that the world gets of me, so i am going to make a conciouse effort to try and make this journal a little more representative of me, though there will still be rant posts. i guess y'all will just have to deal with it.