November 20th, 2002

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i'm american arab. i'm not going to use hebrew gifs just 'cause being american arab is an unpopular position to be in right now. i'm not going to cause terror in the name of alah, i'm going to cause terror in the name of malak.

revelations for the night:

1.boys aren't stupid, they are just silly. but the real problem lies in the fact that they are cute. not as a whole, mind you, but on an individual basis


2.i am only as responsible as people expect me to be. i'll be 2 seconds late to everything 'cause that's what people expect. but if they expect me to not loose keys to the arlington street church, i won't.


3.i can't function without a certain amount of drama in my life. i would love to beable to, but when everything finally works its self out, and everything calms down, i of course have to go and find a way to fuck it all up again. and what is the easiest way to do that? not do my work and/or not go to class.


4.i'm way too nastolgic for my own good.


5.just 'cause she can't stand me and doesn't aknowledge my presence doesn't mean i have to stoop to her level and ignore her. i like realizing that i'm better than stupid people.
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so my laptop's screen is fried. it's fun. i can't do my work, and i can't play civ 'cause i can't do my work. this is REALLY fun. we will probably have to send the thing back to dell. even higher levels of fun. oh, and i have a 10 page draft due monday, which i can't acess any of my stuff for, which is even greater levels of fun. enough fun to shake a stick at, plenty to go around.

i'm hungry. i shoudl really learn to eat something other than oreo's before 9:30 at night. i'm lazy, so i think i'll order chineese. yes, that will be good.
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i should reall not try and find livejournal accounts for people i really don't want to talk to, like skippy or nathan. but every so often, when i'm just bored enough... i thought i stumbled upon skippy's too... except the birth year was 1982. and in october of my jr year i was 16 and he was 18. so it couldn't have been him. but the picture even looked like him. i think i was 16... i turned 17 that december, right? so if i'm 19 right now, going on 20, he would be 21, going on 22. sure. yea. hm... i should re-do that search. that's assuming he put his correct location and age in. but the lj pic really did look like him.....

i need to stop doing this. don't tourcher yourself girl, it will just make it worse....
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