June 16th, 2004

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it's 3:30 am and i'm still awak. anyone else see a problem with this picture? did i mention that my alarm is set for 8:40? no? well it is.

this sucks. this just sucks royally. all of it does. the not sleeping, my dad being dead, and being here instead of there, where i'm supposed to be.

oh, and the going back up without any semblance of a job sucks too.

and my body sucks. it's been hateing me, partially 'cause of this lack of sleep thing.

and my manicure is all chipped. darxus is going to have to re-paint my nails before the club friday.

i'm awake. i think i might break into the liquor cabinet and maybe do shots so i can pass out. or something.
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woke up from a nap. or rather, my mother woke my ass up from a nap. it hurts in a thousand places. my brain is a little less foggy than when i fell asleep. even the nap wasn't quite restful. saturday i plan on staying in bed all day with Darxus. I have things planned on Friday, Sunday, Tuesday and Wednesday (all public-ish events, check previouse entries for details) so i don't do that the entire week. i think i'm not-depressed enough to call people when i need to, and to be left by myself otherwise. I plan on being very clingy to my boy for a while though, so if you want to see me, it might be with him, if i'm feeling up to it at all outside of those events. i have lots of logistical life-stuff to figure out as well.

i feel like i'm going to throw up.

i better start sleeping again once i'm back in mass, otherwise, i'll have to start drinking or something at night. hell, i would have been doing that here, if i could have found the smirnoff ice twist thingy's, but NoVa sucks.
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