mmmmmm..... i really do love watching the sunrise. but it was really weird driving down rt nine, through newton and chesnut hill and brookline and past JP and through mission hill. i mean, i really almost auto-pioleted into a certain gaited houseing community. i really had to stop myself. that, and being inside the pru mall today.... i dunno. it's like.... i don't miss them, but i do. there is alot of reasons why i know it's good i'm no longer friends with them, but i really do miss them. or him rather, but package deal so i miss both of them. them coming up in the terrot reading made me realize how much i am not quite past this yet. in time, yes, but not yet. i think moving will help everything. i HOPE moving will help everything.... ::sigh::
strangely, i'm not tired. i would love to shower right now, before sleeping, but pam is in the shower getting ready for work i suppose. oh well. i'll shower when i wake, though i am covered in smoke.