on of our actors was in the emergency room all afternoon. that's why we almost cancled the show. he's ok (we think) he came, he did... well. one of his best friends, who lives with him, was the one who cried on stage. actually, i should ask annie or chris (who were in the audience), if he did cry or not.
i don't know how to express what i want to write. the energy was fucked up tonight. it was draining. i wasn't feeling well when i went in. i feel alone right now. very alone. i think i'm just going to curl up and sleep. or something. i dunno.
i appologize for this entry