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[Mar. 23rd, 2003|02:16 pm]
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been wanting to post about yesterday. has taken me a while to figure out what to write....

yesterday was good, very eye opening. didn't head over to people's house until like, 4 or 5. this is what happens when krissy wakes up at noon with a computer in her bed, she plays on it (the same thing happens when she wakes up with a james in her bed, but that's a completely different story ;-) while there i partook in my first ritual-magic experience. it was definately interesting, and a positive experience, but not something that is really a part of my life right now. the spiritual work i need to be doing is individual, mostly, and not group. but i am definately glad that i did this, it was something i needed to do. i also met a really cool person, who happens to live in CANADA, but i hope to talk to them more in the future.

yesterday was the birthdays of both james and vic. two people who couldn't be more different.... and yet two of the most important relationships of my life. WHAT IS IT WITH ME AND CUSP PEOPLE??

ok, i should dig out gwen's house number and call her. or just wait until she calls me. I WANT MY GWEN!


From: godnoble
2003-03-23 10:30 pm (UTC)
They live in Canada now, but they mentioned that they can easily see themselves moving down here.
Why is this person genderless?
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[User Picture]From: nchanter
2003-03-24 12:56 am (UTC)
it's a weird reflex that sometimes still seeps through. i don't think in terms of gender. i personally assign gender to people after i have known them for a while. i haven't assigned a gender to her in my head yet so, when not thinking about it, because i was paying much more attention to the rest of the entry, i defaulted into gender-nutral. and i didn't pick up on it upon proof reading.

when you have had such experience as i have, in this life and in others, you learn not to make assumptions about gender. i especially default to gender-nutral when dealing with occultists.

i think of myself as male. if i had to assign gender to her, i would assign her as male. i can't explain it better than that.
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