||[Apr. 9th, 2003|10:31 pm]
i was doing this really stupid thing, called procrastinating, and looking through old files on my computer, and found a conversation i had with shawn a ways back, like, oh, not this past august, but the one before, when i was dating eric....
Skryptic: and to be honest i can already tell you that if you ever met the real me you'd leave like everyone else does
Skryptic: its not a bad thing its natural order
Skryptic: everyone leaves eventually
Skryptic: i just don't wanna be effected by it
Nchanter X: you do this and you are guaranteing that people will leave
Nchanter X: people can only try so hard
can't bring myself to delete that one quite yet..... give it another year.....