||[Aug. 5th, 2003|01:03 am]
had a really amazing date, will update on it tomorrow 'cause now i'm in a bad mood 'cause someone i thought i was very close to obviousely doesn't trust me. and this is making me sad and upset, and wanting to give up on being their for them, esp when i end up being right about this thing.
i also over reacted to something with darxus earlier, i should appologize probably via phone tomorrow. my own defensiveness and uncertainty about certain things getting the better of me
talked with james for 45 minutes, made sure things are ok. things are better than i thought they would be. i need to rember that he's a lot more chill than i sometimes give him credit for.
now to go grab steve, we need cuddle and talk time