||[Sep. 10th, 2003|01:25 am]
i'm crying and i can't stop.
i miss james.
i want him to come home.
I wish it were more reasonable to come give you a hug on my way to work.
Fix your phone dammit.
it seems to be working now.
yea, i wish it were easier for you to do such too.
The easy solution would be for you to just sleep with me more often.
agreed. i would like that as well.
I think aside from going to the job fair today should be all about doing happy stuff. What the heck is going on? Are the planets in some weirdo alignment again? It seems like everyone I know is having trouble with sorrow, depression, or worse, and all at the same dam time. Mucho hugs. Have you called James to let him know how much you miss him?
2003-09-10 08:31 am (UTC)
Re: Poor thing . . .
i was wondering the same thing.
i think what pushed me to the point of crying was the fact that so many other people were haveing really shitty days, and feeling similar.
and what started this was talking to him, and the fact that he might come home early. as much as this would solve my "i want my james NOW" problem, it might cause a whole host of others. like re-organizing him into my life sooner than i thought. which actually might be a good thing, he helps keep my head on streight about stuff like school and jobs better than anyone else. i dunno....
but yea, he knows how much i miss him. i just don't want him to come home for me.
i'm around if you need me, even though i really should be far far away doing other things...
I understand the world of suck you're dealing with, and I hope things feel better soon -- I felt like this plus change for almost the entire time Henri was gone, and for however much it's worth, I give you mad vibes of support.