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[Sep. 14th, 2003|12:12 pm]
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i may just be getting my wish, just sooner than i expected, sooner than i thought was going to happen, soon enough that i am not ready for my wish to be granted. soon enough that it's hurting someone else, by accident. i wish that someone else was actually telling me what was going on with them, instead of having to hear some of it third hand. i had a feeling some of that might be going on, but i would have liked to have heard it myself.

one of the things one has to learn about poly is not being able to make all your sweety's happy all the time. it's just not always possible. and it's one thing to know it, it's another to accept it.

gah, i wish i knew when brian was getting back from the wedding this weekend. i'll try calling him tonight, i guess.

[User Picture]From: water_childe
2003-09-14 11:45 am (UTC)

Sounds like things are a little murky . . .

I do hope it all works out for the best in the end. If you need a sympathetic listener type, well then you know how to get a hold of me.
*HUGS* In any case I think I'm going to really need moral support this week while adjusting to my icky new schedule. If you have any free time in the evening (after 4 or 5 pm) perhapts we can hang out and NOT at a job fare.
BTW in terms of trying to make everyone happy with scheduling for time, from now on I'm going to try to sent you email about times that I might want to spend time with darxus. I figure it will just be easier to coordinate things this way.
Let me know if you have any issue with this.
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[User Picture]From: nchanter
2003-09-14 11:56 am (UTC)

Re: Sounds like things are a little murky . . .

i have NO issues with that whatsoever. it probably is easier. gah, one of the things about poly that i don't like is the incessant scheduling.

and as for free time in the eavenings i currently don't think i have anything scheduled, except possibly a tenative tuesday with darxus, i don't even rember what we said about that... not that the three of us couldn't hang out :-) but yea, so far, i'm pritty un-scheduled, as i'm kinda waiting to hear about some stuff that's going on... i'll e-mail you about that...

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