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[Oct. 6th, 2003|06:11 pm]
Nchanter
[emotional state |quixoticquixotic]

yes children, i've started smoking again. the emotional crap i'm dealing with is running to high. i've been crying too much. one pack. this pack should last me through this shit. actually, hopefully i won't need the whole thing. i stole the pack from Dave (i told him) and he told me to buy him another one, but i kinda remember a pack i gave him minus three ciggs the last time this shit was going on, so i'm going to smoke this pack minus three cigs and then call it even.


hopefully i can stop being cryptic soon, sorry to keep you in suspense dearies, i just need to know what's going on first before i tell any of you. it's hard, really hard, and i feel like dying one minute and dancing with destiny the next. hell, there are moments i think i'm doing both

i have faith that it will work itself out the way it's supposed to in the end. i have faith, go me.
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From: emperorturill
2003-10-06 05:43 pm (UTC)
Brand of choice?
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[User Picture]From: minkrose
2003-10-06 08:15 pm (UTC)
you sound like me ::hugs:: you should come visit
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[User Picture]From: destrado
2003-10-06 10:33 pm (UTC)
yeah shit happens. honestly, i'm planning on quitting when i dont have to worry about it. shit + quitting doesn't work. ::hugs:: even though i dont have a phone and my roomie is using my lcd (so i dont have a computer), my thoughts go with you^_^. yeah... roomie got new g5... and no monitor... its not like i wouldn't deny him mine.
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[User Picture]From: nchanter
2003-10-07 06:03 am (UTC)
ok HOW does one buy a new G5 without one of apples bad-ass monitors? *shakes head at silly people*
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[User Picture]From: destrado
2003-10-07 10:09 am (UTC)
he hasn't order the 23" yet. yep.. same 23" that i wanted to get for my machine. my lcd is pretty nice though. i dont think you've ever seen it. its damn sexy. well also G5+23" lcd = 5000 buckeroos. 3000 for the machine (dual 2ghz (1000mhz frontside bus)). 2k for the lcd. lol, i dont mind if he bums money off of me when he runs out, so long as i can use the computer.
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[User Picture]From: chamberlain
2003-10-07 11:21 am (UTC)
Wow, just as i am quitting

again
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