blahi'm planning what i'm doing for them now. i think it's been decided that i'm staying here for thanksgiving and participating in festivites with james's family (this also means i'll probably beable to see people like
ithych while home for the short break) but i'm already thinking to christmass. and i know i'll end up in PA for part of it (but will i make it to VA at all, i don't know if there is really any reason to bother) but that is just bringing me to my seasonal depression. that's when it usually starts (no, i'm not depressed yet. it gets much worse) the holidays are just getting more painful, seeing extended family is just getting more sad, and i just feel that much more removed from everyone/everything.i dunno. bah.
i'm such a bad host....
