||[Sep. 16th, 2001|11:55 am]
|[||song on the wind
|||||the dorm is so quiet on sunday mornings||]|
i'm actually doing better. i'm quite proude of myself. i've been downloading Star Trek : The Nex Generation episodes off of KaZaA and watching them while playing a computer version of yatzee for the past two days. it's really quite wonderful.
so last year when i became recluse i thought it was jsut temporary, something i was doing becuase i kept on finiding myself in this horribly uncomforatable situation. i've snapped out of it, some, but i no longer feel the need to be hanging out with people all the time. now this doesn't mean i'm not hanging out with anyone at all, but when i go out with people it's 'cause i actually want to be going out and actually want to be spending time with them. this is alot healthier than i've been in a long time. YEA!!