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4 Years [Jun. 3rd, 2008|08:11 am]
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My father died 4 years ago today. I miss him a lot. Sometimes I feel like I've been holding my breath for those 4 years, afraid of exhailing.

When I dropped out of school again last year my mother, in a (sucessful) attempt to hurt me, told me how dissapointed he would be in me. I like to think that he would have tried to understand, and help. However, if he were alive right now, I know he would be very proud of me, for how I am doing now.

I'm not doing anything special for the day. I've got work, and D&D, but I didn't want to let it pass unremarked on. I give thanks to The Spirit and The Goddess for giving me the father I had, and the years I had with him, and the lessons I have taken from him and managed to retain and continue to learn from.
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[User Picture]From: moxie77
2008-06-03 06:42 pm (UTC)
your dad seemed like a really great guy. i remember going out to dinner with the two of you, and i could see how much he cared for you and i have absolutely no doubt that all he ever wanted was for you to be happy and i know that he would be proud of you for how far you have come. i'm really proud of you.
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