||[Nov. 16th, 2001|02:09 am]
|[||song on the wind
in one 24 hour period there was ONE thing that actually made me happy. it occured around 12:30. it diverted me and made the pain go away for about a half hour. unfortuately ir's back, but not *quite* as bad right now. i'm chasing a wish that could never come true. but the dream may keep my head above water just long enough so that i don't sink.