i get back here (being dorm) i check my friends page (yes before i check my e-mail, shush!) and i read this:
hold myself down with a knife to my throat
standing alone as the drugs go to work
considering i am the only person on his friends list, or that he lists as a friend, as his lj exists for my befit. i am done. done done done done done. if he is going to do this, i can shut out the past three years of my life too. cold hearted bitch i can be, oh wait and see oh wait and see.
to quote the smashing pumpkins, love is suicide....