||[Jan. 14th, 2002|08:08 am]
my head is spinning
my stomach is nauseaouse
my back is locked up
my spelling is worse than usuall
in the process of finnally obtaining my own sense of happness i'm hurting someone else
makes me wonder if it's worth it....
i'm going to the nurse....
You're sick, I am sick, Jen is sick... I think we all might have been allergic to the antigen.
statik. why is statik fine. oh wait, statik has no soul. maybe it's having a bad reaction with our souls...
Don't. . .
don't what? don't doubt? don't hurt? don't second guess? too late. second guessing all my decisions in the past few days. but i'm not pulling
away. i'm just wondering if it's the right request, the right decision, if i'm going to end up regretting it. it's a scary scary thing that i've asked,
that i want. there are moments, not numerouse, but they are still there, moments that i wonder if i am making the right decision.
but i'm not pulling away. i'm being uncharacteristically strong in my resolve and not pulling away. if anything it's making me embrase this all
That is quite possibly the most wryly humorous lj post you have ever made, my dear.
Love you hon, feel better.